i'm so tired of people being people, to be surrounded by anyone.. i'm pissed, like everytime. it's a whole circle, one day i feel good, then i feel normal, then not-so-bad, annoyed, pissed, bad, depressed, then i say to myself it could be worst so i'm good again... gosh, why is life so exhausting ?
oh and i'm starting to get attached to someone. someone is a she, never happened to me before but i don't know, i just have to let it go i guess, life'll tell me. she'll be turning 25 in a week, she's smart and funny and so cute, i enjoy being with her 'cause it seems like she understands, she listens when i speak, deeply so deeply. it feels good to be with someone who actually cares (or fakes it very well) and who doesn't just wait for her to talk and just bother you with anything uninteresting that happened yesterday. I really like her, i mean i feel that i can trust and talk to her.